Sunday, June 28, 2009

Excuse Me While I Kiss The Sky.

Abbas Kiarostami.






With each crescendo, another shower of rain began. The eagle swooped in circles, surfing the thermals as the melody of jubilance played on.



The little brown puddles bubbled with the force of the rain drops. It made you want to rip your clothes off and run with the wind.





Ah, the sweet smell of wet earth.





I can feel the faintest caress of the cold wind. The rain continues drumming its quiet beat on the green asbestos awning.


Pianissimo, now.





The frogs will come out soon.




I'm still sweating.




I want to roll around in the dirty puddle. Feel the water.


Saeglopur thunders in my ears.






Running down the road, tripping on the uneven tarring, slipping on the smooth wetness, I will climb down the tree and over the fence, run down the road, past school, past the metro work, past the cars with their a/c's on and their windows up, I run until everything falls away and my own heartbeat feels like a countdown to the end of the world.



I can feel the sweat drop down my neck.


Dance lightly on those black and white keys as you whisper your song.





The stink of sticky human skin. Alive.


The birds are drying themselves off now. In complete synchronization. Weird.


And the world is still again.




Diminuendo.

"That's the freighttrain of HELL, mothafucka."



So I paraphrased.



And is that a band aid?

Monday, June 22, 2009

I am so full of shit, sometimes.

We are a generation of disillusioned poets, artists, writers, dancers, corporate sharks and the deadbeat parasites that are a compulsory add-on.





Not sure if that made sense.




Pfft. We’re always the same.




See, this is the trouble with having too many people.

You’re NEVER original.





DOWN WITH IMPROVED HEALTHCARE!








Mother calls.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

After All This Time...

I am nothing but an amalgamation of a thousand people.

It's so much easier, using lyrics of songs than describing how I feel with my own words.

Yeah, I'm unoriginal like that, bitch. Deal.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

To All You Beautiful, Beautiful People.

Don't you know that I'll be around to guide you
Through your weakest moments to leave them behind you
Returning nightmares only shadows
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
Crosses all over, heavy on your shoulders
The sirens inside you waiting to step forward
Disturbing silence darkens your sight
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright for now
Crosses all over the boulevard
The streets outside your window overflooded
People staring they know you've been broken
Repeatedly reminded by the looks on their faces
Ignore them tonight and you'll be alright
We'll cast some light and you'll be alright

Blargh.
Jose Gonzales puts it into words infinitely better than I ever could.


Sometimes it scares people to know that someone cares. Does it scare you when I say you make me happy? Well you do. More than you know, maybe. Sometimes it hits me like a tidal wave, this intense rush of love, it's so overwhelming that I have to step back and take a breath. It's scary because I don't know how I'd handle your goodbyes. Because there's always a goodbye. Everything has an expiration date.


Peh. I feel like such an idiotic sap for taking it all so seriously. But can you blame me for wanting to hold on for dear life to the people that matter most?

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Because she said so.

There is nothing more uninteresting than knowing everything there is to know about yourself.


I do not wish to know how I will react to given situation before it arises, and I do not want to know how exactly I will reply to a given remark.





Comfort in the known is far outweighed by the excitement of unfamiliar territory.









...As he said.